she did not reply me after all. told me she'll call after work. awaited her call last nite. she replied only after i first took the initiative to get to her. has she really given up all what we both used to treasure together? i did not sleep the whole nite. this morning turned out to be a sucky day. i woke hoping to see her usual sms. but sadly, no sms from her at all. i guess.. arrgh.. i dunno what im doing..
Hurting another doesn't mean u wish to,
Hurting oneself doesn't mean u want to,
Saying i do, doesn't mean u meant to,
Saying i'm not yours, hopefully, doesn't mean true..
-Nick-