please dun hurt yourself. it pains me to see u doing this. please, it is all my fault. i shouldn't have been such an idiot. please love yourself. i'll always be there for u. i'll always be at the doorstep with my arms wide open waiting to embrace u again. i'll always cherish the thought of being the key to open up all the locked doors in your heart.
*still loving u, ever so deeply*
-Nick-